futuristiclovejonesonsteroids

if there was enough luv in my heart
to heal whateva is keeping u from me
i would drain my veins
red & dripping
(on your pristine white carpet)
of what is precious
to restore what you lost
through your pain & longing...
stopping the train doesn't mean
that we still don't have somewhere to b.
my luv is as deep &
wide as the hole in your heart
but i can not waste away emotionally vacant
waiting for u to come home to me
no forever, not eternally,
cause we all must know there is so much time before eternity comes to fruition
i know who i am
flawed, yes, but not weak
struggling, but still working and full of hope for my tomorrows
grieving, losses seen and unseen, but still intact
free to fly & grounded
if luv is my future, it shall be good
deep like the great oceans
vast as the evening sky
bountiful as the forests that will remain when we r long gone.
that is the reality of me today.
& the most difficult situation to comprehend
my luv fo u...